Burn

• Fire Works
• The Shape of Memory

Fire Works

Fire Works explores the heat of attraction using the plasticity of both analog film and memory. Photographs readily serve to fix moments in time. One looks back. The image is seen not as it was, but as it is now remembered after simmering in the crucible of the mind and reforming by new experience.

These images were made by subjecting negatives from my archive to manipulation over flame and then photographing the film fragments. In process, unexpected relationships of form and figure emerged. Originally depicted experience was irrevocably changed as continuities disconnected, details distorted and were obscured or emphasized through isolation or the aggregation of fragments in new pairings. These recombinations constitute a morphology that obeys its own mutable and enigmatic code, implicating self-conscious reflection, pointing to metaphor and mystery, as I stand outside of myself, or outside of how I remember myself, amid conflict, desire, and abandon.

These images are printed on 17 × 25” paper to fit. They go larger very comfortably.

2024-2026

The Shape of Memory

2020-2024

The Shape of Memory explores the differences between my memory of life-changing experiences and my depiction of them in film. For years I’ve been circling around with ideas of what to do with negatives from my archive. Negatives were subjected to the vagaries of flame and manipulation, the process changed how I perceived their atmospheric dimensions, bringing forward new dynamics of form and light. In the end, I found nuances of inference and unexpected symbolisms in their distortions, like the plasticity of my memories.